Girls please help me..with ur suggestion?

hai.this is ramya.this question is only for girls plz.one year ago when i joined my college i hav met a guy who is so handsome and cutie.and then i'm really astonished to see him as my classmate.immediately afterwards i started to build my friendship with him.he is such a kind of guy when i see him i will forget my surroundings completely because of his cute and sexy eyes.he is so expressive,cunning,topper but sensitive.the impressive behaviour i observed from him is he wont glare at private parts of any girl during his conversation with them.and at my bed i feel him teasing me down.and more expressively i will masturbate thinking of him every night because i cant control myself.Do u girls masturbate thinking ur boys?.i'm really a bit of shy to ask this with my cared ones so i asking here.i dont know what a feeling i have,but i really want to share everything with him.i'm so feared that i will broke my friendship when i express my feelings towards him.but i really want that culprit.