Is it normal to think like this?

why am i here? at this moment in this time? was i put here for a reason? why can i see the things that i see and do the things that i do? why did "God" choose me to control the actions of this body? why am i not someone else? because god messed up on this Earth did he try again in some other universe where there is peace and tranquility and no confrentation? if our society is so bad and getting worse how will it be in 30 years? will it get at its peek of badnedd then start slowly moving in the opposite direction?...i think i might need therapy...